Held:
A Healing Retreat for Honoring Grief and Reconnecting to What’s Possible
In these wild and tender times, many of us are carrying grief in our bodies – personal, ancestral, collective.
Held is an intimate, 3-day retreat to honor what you’ve been carrying - old grief, quiet grief, the grief of the world – and invite it to move through.
Through embodied practice, ceremony, shamanic journeying, rest, reflection, and community, we’ll tend what hurts, honor what’s been lost, release, and make space for what’s possible.
This is a space to reconnect – to your body, your joy, your breath, and your capacity to meet the world with an open heart.

Early Bird Bonus:
Everyone who registers by July 20 will be invited to join our Bonus Retreat Circle in August.
This mini virtual retreat (2 hours) will help you begin grounding and preparing - emotionally, energetically, and practically - for an amazing retreat experience.We'll weave gentle nervous system practices, somatic reflection, and intention-setting to prepare the path ahead, connect with the group, and help you arrive more fully to retreat weekend.
Retreat Details:
September 12–14, 2025 (Friday 1pm – Sunday 12pm)
Westhampton, Massachusetts | Nearest airport is Hartford, CT 45-60 min
Retreat Includes:
Three days of guided, nourishing retreat in beautiful Western Massachusetts, during the heart of fall
Compassionately facilitated healing practices, rituals, and ceremonies
Time in nature, guided movement, and soul-rooted reflection
Group connection and spacious, trauma-informed space-holding
4 nourishing meals (Friday dinner, Saturday breakfast + lunch, Sunday breakfast)
All practices, materials, and use of the beautiful retreat space and surrounding land
Time to rest, wander, integrate, and just be…
NOTE: Lodging & transportation NOT INCLUDED; shared lodging options available; Airbnbs and hotels can be recommended, as well as more rustic accommodations.
Space is limited, as this is an intimate retreat.
First come, first served.

During the early enrollment period, we’re offering this retreat at a sliding scale as part of a shared commitment to equity - and because we believe that healing, ceremony, and connection should be accessible, especially in times like these.
You’re invited to choose the level that feels most aligned with your current resources:
- to receive what you need,
- to contribute what you can,
- or to give more to help make this possible for someone else.
There’s no need to justify your choice.
We look forward to sharing space with you.
These options below are early bird pricing, available up until July 20.
After July 20, the retreat investment is $947. Partial scholarship support is available. Reach out to kelly@kellylubeck.com to inquire about partial scholarships.
Need a payment plan?
We’ve got one and are happy to make it work for you. Email kelly@kellylubeck.com.
About Your Facilitator, Kelly Lubeck
Kelly is a guide, healer, and space-holder for those carrying the weight of the world. With decades of experience leading retreats and group programs - both online and in person - she brings people together in spaces that feel deeply safe, alive, and connected.
Her work gently weaves nervous system healing, somatic practice, and soul-rooted support, helping people move from overwhelm to grounded resilience. Many who join her gatherings say the community itself feels like medicine.